Sunday, July 13, 2008

she walks around quietly, but underneath it she's electric

her words pour out
as if her throat
were a broken artery
and her mind were cut glass,
carelessly halted.

you imagine her in a huge velvet hat
with great dangling black feathers,
but she shaves her head instead
and goes for three-day midnight walks.

sometimes she goes down to the dock
and dances off of it,
simply to prove her belief
that people who cannot walk on water
are phonies, or dead.

when she is cruel, she is very, very cruel.
when she is kind
she is lavish.
fisherman think perhaps she's a fish,
but they're all fools.

she figured out
that the only way to keep from being frozen
was to stay in motion,
and long ago converted most of her flesh
into liquid.

now when she smells danger,
she spills herself all over,
like gasoline,
and lights it.
she leaves the taste of salt
and iron
under your tongue,
but you don't mind,

the common woman
is as common
as the reddest wine.

- judy grahn

Monday, June 30, 2008

[you can't look in on one way eyes.]

been there a half an hour, i want to come home soon

won herself a pass to some far off moon
it was second class but what's to lose
and looking out her window she could more than assume
that you can't see air or time

started hearing voices sometime in june
she knew she could go crazy but didn't think that soon
now she doesn't feel lonely but she'd just as soon

try

try

try

Sunday, June 22, 2008

we will sing pretty songs about love
and we will fight if that's what it takes

Thursday, June 19, 2008

i now realize that the ancient greeks were right:
it is the human being that is the object we must seek to understand.

Friday, June 13, 2008

i guess its supposed to be that i see myself in you, but i see myself in no one, not even me.

"you should really stop letting the world tell you whats possible and try to find out for yourself."

and i turned to you and asked, "have you ever felt like you can burn the world down?"

"everday." you replied.


*****
so, this is my life.
and i want you to know i am both happy and sad and im still trying to figure out
how that could be.

"there's a big aching hole in my chest where my heart was
and a hole in the sky where god used to be"
- bob dylan

Friday, April 18, 2008

oh, the mystery

As a human invention utilized by humans, language is perfect only as an ideal; in human hands, it becomes a highly imperfect expression of our uncertainties, mistakes, ignorance, creativity and curiosity, our hopes, anxieties, fears, and desires.

"what frightening thing is the human
a mass of gauges and dials and registers
and we can read only a few
... and those perhaps not accurately"
- john steinbeck

Sunday, April 6, 2008

nostalgia

... is a beautiful thing.


Saturday, April 5, 2008

desire

never let go
of that fiery sadness
called desire
-patti smith

Saturday, March 29, 2008

this is our decision
to live fast
and die young
we've got the vision
now let's have some fun

Friday, March 28, 2008

be here now


the future is no place
to place your better days

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

overlap

i build each one of my days of hope
and i give that hope your name
and i dont know you that well
but it dont take much to tell
either you dont have the balls
or you dont feel the same.

Monday, March 17, 2008

see ive got myself into this situation

i may never learn how to protect myself
but the one thing i've learned all these years on my own
is how to find my own way home

Saturday, March 15, 2008

say yes

this is super powerful...
"this is for the ones who know we can sound the music of others
simply by playing our own strings"

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

falling is like this.

you give me that look
like you're choosing between choking
and spitting it all out
like you're trying fight gravity
on a planet that insists

feels like reckless driving when we're talking
it's fun while it lasts
and it's faster than walking
but no one's going to sympathize when we crash
they'll say you hit what you head for, you get what you ask
and we'll say we didn't know
we didn't even try

one minute there was road beneath us
the next just sky

Monday, March 10, 2008

i won't beg you for something maybe you could never give


"and all you see
is where else you could be
when you're at home"
- death cab


Thursday, March 6, 2008

these sidewalks between us
hold the footsteps of tomorrow

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

if the sky falls, hold up your hands

i watched my shadow grow and fade
grow and fade
and at that moment
i wanted to melt into the earth
and live among cool damp soil
and breathe into trees
into roots into trunks into branches into limbs into leaves

i wanted to rid myself of concrete and of traps
and of paralyzing fear
i wanted to close my eyes and let the notes take me far away from reality
soothe soothe soothe my lost soul

"but you should never be embarrassed by your trouble living. because it is the ones with the sores throats, who have done the most singing"
- bright eyes

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

my newest obsession


CocoRosie - By Your Side

Monday, March 3, 2008

From 'The Color Purple':

Anyhow, he say, you know how it is. You ask yourself one question, it lead to fifteen. I start to wonder why us need love. Why us suffer. Why us black. Why men and women. Where do children really come from. It didn't take long to realize I didn't hardly know nothing. And that if you ast yourself why you black or a man or a woman or a bush it don't mean nothing if you don't ast why you here, period.

So what you think? I ast.

I think us here to wonder, myself. To wonder. To ask. And that in wondering bout the big things and asting bout the big things, you learn about the little ones, almost by accident. But you never know nothing more about the big things than you start out with. The more I wonder, he say, the more I love.

And people start to love you back, I bet, I say.

They do, he say, surprise.