i guess its supposed to be that i see myself in you, but i see myself in no one, not even me.

"you should really stop letting the world tell you whats possible and try to find out for yourself."

and i turned to you and asked, "have you ever felt like you can burn the world down?"

"everday." you replied.

*****

so, this is my life.

and i want you to know i am both happy and sad and im still trying to figure out

how that could be.

"there's a big aching hole in my chest where my heart was

and a hole in the sky where god used to be"

- bob dylan